Dilemma talaga kami kanina kung saan kami magla-lunch ni Angel. Depressed talaga ako kahapon kaya dine out daw kami today kasi half-day lang din naman sa school. First choice namin is Tacojuana, pero nascrap. Then, My Crib pero hindi natuloy hanggang sa napadpad kami sa Tea Leaf Bistro sa UZ dahil gusto naming kumain ng waffles. Laking gulat namin na tig-P89 pala yung waffles pero sulit naman. Hahaha. Hindi ba naubos ni Angel share niya kaya binalot niya na lang. Hahaha.
Syempre, bago umalis, selfie muna. #LemmeTakeASelfie. 9 selfies lang yan pero madami pa rito sa phone ko. Hahaha! :D
Spending on food is always the right choice. #CheatDay #vsco #vscocam 😂😬😂
July 29, 2014 - This day is… odd. Today is a holiday, and a holiday signifies temporary relief from schoolwork: a time to relax and let loose. But this day turned out rather uneventful and depressing.
Morning - I woke up, then after half an hour I did one of my Accounting assignments. It took me some time to do it. I was home alone and I was singing and all. I was in a good mood then.
Afternoon - Loneliness crept in. I really, really felt desolate and found myself crying. I don’t know. Maybe I’ve just been alone too many times. After that episode, I watched some TV shows (Top Chef, NatGeo’s When Vacations Attack) but turned it off after 45 minutes. By this time, my mood has gone below sea level. I felt empty. Empty.
Evening - I still felt lonely, but I was looking forward to making a mood turnaround and make the evening great. But I was disappointed. Tonight, my patience was tested and boy, did it run out. I realized that these past few days, the source of my stress is not from my requirements but from my organization, particularly our moderator. I was tasked to spearhead this month’s issue. Everything was going smoothly until he started intervening. I mean, I appreciate his suggestions but his assertiveness goes way out of hand. I’m actually afraid that I might be disappointing Joxy, who stood by me for such a long time in that organization. But the thing that pisses me off really is that it is my responsibility, trust in me and, at the end of the day, I’m still the one to be followed. I am open to suggestions, but when I don’t think it’s right, then I’m sorry.
I just hate it when someone goes against my ideas. Last summer, the AAO entrusted to me the making of the Freshmen Survival Tract and it was a success. The finished product was beautiful and it was delivered on time. My point is, if I am tasked to do something and am not subject to any unnecessary intervention, I commit and I deliver.
I don’t know what to think of this day. My emotions went down, above the roof and all over the place. I just look forward to going to school tomorrow.
Selfie with the AAO Governor, who happens to be my seatmate. 😬😂
When you get to pass an extremely difficult accounting exam.
I always have swadges